A month ago my mom finally realized that she never should have come back to my dad. Now she wants to leave him and wants me to come with her.

You know, that made me lose any respect for her, she left my dad for the same reasons she wants to leave him for now. I just told her bluntly "It was your decision to come back to dad, not mine, so dont drag me down with you".

My dad sucks but at least he has the money to take care of me and plus, he isnt around most of the time so everything will be fine. Then again, if he gets really bad, I will have no where to go.

At school, I like somebody a lot but she doesnt even care. It makes me feel like crap and it just underlines the fact that im alone right now. Im just going to have to be tough like usual.